I have learned
in my twenty plus years
of craving to die
that hope is non-optional
but on this very day
one that will live
in infamy
hope tastes just
like ash in my mouth
I have learned
in my twenty plus years
of craving to die
that hope is non-optional
but on this very day
one that will live
in infamy
hope tastes just
like ash in my mouth
You with your
weaponized laughs
and mechanized grins,
me with
enough issues
to pack into suitcases
and fill a uhaul
to the brim,
together we do a
Frankenstein waltz.
Despite your training,
you listen less than talk,
judge more than watch
and I with my lack of experience
and skewed introspection,
I take your words
at two face value.
I can’t quite
declare this
relationship
nontoxic,
yet my actions
make me the bad guy
in this
dystopian
existential
drama.